I was looking for an x-ray in a patient's orthodontic chart and as I flipped through her images, one very clear thing was undeniable...
Life is short.
This young lady had started her orthodontic journey early, around the age of 7, with an appliance. The first images I saw were her initial records. a front and side profile picture. As I flipped though page after page of her records, following her growth and development, she grew up right before my eyes. She went from 7 to 17 in a matter of a few clicks and a handful of profile pictures. I was shaken at the though of how quickly life passes us by.
There are so many things I want to tell you that I know you may not understand, or even want to hear until you're older. So many things I think of and cherish in my heart throughout the day, throughout my time with you girls. You never know really how long we have together, me being your mom and you being my daughters. I know life is fragile, and this journey we travel can be too busy. So one day, I hope you will sit down to read through my letters to you, Charlemaine Rose, and Jovee June.
You are both so beautiful. I cannot get over your faces. I could stare at them forever and hold them in my hands as I kiss you all over.
Jovee, when you smile, you're eyes light up just like your daddy's. That was one of the first (of many) things that I fell in love with him. Also, you give the best most snuggly squishy hugs. mmmmmmm. I love your hugs.
Charlee, you are so gentle and kind. You love people, everyone. Tuesday, you met a new friend at the mall named Bonnie, and after running around with her for 10 minutes, when it was time to leave, you gave her a big hug! It was so sweet! You are such a good big sister, always looking after Jovee, even when she's being a rascal. Don't ever change that.
My number one prayer for you is that you will continue to love God as your number one goal in life, and continue to seek and strive for Him. There is no other place to find ultimate fulfillment.
Well, this is the first of many letters to you. Now I'm going to sneak in bed and give you each a little kiss and snuggle as you're sleeping. (Let's be real, you're probably playing around instead.)
I love you!
-Mommy
This was at lunch on Monday. Daddy brought you guys to have lunch with me at Habit Burger!
